Living deliberately

...that's the idea. I want to start making an effort to live my life with purpose, whatever that might be. I want to ask more questions, such as, "What am I doing?" and "Why am I doing it?", or "Why do I behave or react a certain way?. I can kind of see it as being a sort of behavioral math in a way (I suppose some may call it psychology): I need to figure out the value of y, the cause, based on x, the reaction, or vice versa. The problem being, of course, that I've never been very good at math.

At any rate, I just want to start paying more attention to what I'm doing and why I'm doing it, and whether it's worth doing in the first place, and if not, what I should be doing instead.

Easier said than done... easier said than done.